Pulse 2019 — [better]
The plan was ambitious: a reflecting pool set within the footprint of the club’s walls, a "Survivors Wall," and a museum dedicated to the history of violence against queer spaces. For survivors like Patience Carter, who was shot in the leg and hid in the bathroom for three hours, the announcement was a double-edged sword.
In 2019, Pulse was no longer just a place. It had become a verb.
"It’s hard to see blueprints for a garden where I thought I was going to die," Carter told the Orlando Sentinel in July 2019. "But if we don't build something there, they win. The hate wins." Nationally, 2019 marked a critical pivot in the conversation about the Pulse shooting. For two years following the tragedy, the "Orlando nightclub shooting" was often framed primarily as terrorism (the shooter pledged allegiance to ISIS) or gun violence. By 2019, the narrative had sharpened. pulse 2019
That year, the U.S. government finally added the Pulse shooting to the FBI’s list of hate crime investigations. While the shooter had been killed, the designation allowed the Bureau to study the attack as a targeted act of homophobia.
That same year, the "Pulse Syndrome" entered clinical slang among Florida therapists—a condition where victims of other traumas subconsciously grafted the nightclub layout and the sound of reggaeton music onto their own panic attacks. As 2019 drew to a close, the onePULSE Foundation announced a controversial decision: the original nightclub building would be demolished as part of the memorial construction. While some survivors argued the structure was a "crime scene that needed to go," others insisted that every brick held a memory of dancing and joy. The plan was ambitious: a reflecting pool set
But in 2019, the fences remained, but the purpose had shifted. The onePULSE Foundation had purchased the property earlier that year for $2.45 million, officially severing the site from its commercial past. In June 2019, on the third anniversary, the foundation unveiled the final design concepts for a permanent memorial and museum, designed by the renowned firm MASS Design Group.
ORLANDO, Fla. – In the early morning hours of June 12, 2016, the Pulse nightclub was a sanctuary. By sunrise, it was a crime scene. Three years later, in the summer of 2019, the site of the deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history (at the time) existed in a complex limbo—no longer an active nightclub, not yet a finished memorial, but a sacred, quiet space where grief and activism converged. It had become a verb
"I was at a bar in Tampa last month, and a balloon popped," says "Marco," a 34-year-old survivor who asked to use a pseudonym. "I hit the floor. Twenty other people hit the floor. We looked at each other, and we all knew. We were reliving Pulse in a parking lot two hours away."
